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well, the past two days were like the worst i ever had. but i'm glad everything's ok now, there's really evil people anrd,who try to fuck up your mind, leave u stranded, just so tt u wld depend on them for "sanity", and they wld have u locked up in their fingers. and they are the ones who are fucked up. it's just evil. i nearly went mad, wasnt even mad in the first place and yeah, nearly did. hate him so much... love cheryl, love marcus, love my sister and nicole for talking to me, and making me clear minded. love u babies. hmmmm, well, gotta take better care of myself, and stop trusting complete strangers. ah well. disgusting. i feel violated. yeah, dun trust pple, especially media pple, they're nuts, perverted, selfish disgusting pple.
hadnt had much sleep for the past 3 nights, well, gotta crash out, so maybe no clubbing for a while. been losing tonnes of stuff recently, gotta take care of my things as well. hmmm, yeah.
it's just sick when someone twists like good stuff tt u appreciate into smtg perverted, it's disgusting. have faith in God, in yourself. going to church tmr with grace, cheryl and sam, i'm backsliding. thought nightly prayers were gd enough, but i guess not, my faith is not strong enough.
went for nicol's party, but wasnt really in the mood to party, just sat there and drank a lil, talked a lil. went over to arab's to have supper. yeah... went back to the hotel to sleep, cldnt sleep for a while. then just kinda passed out. too lazy to go down to adelphi, yeah, so i skipped it. hmmm, oh well. just another of one of those things. took a cab back with the guys and nicole, yeah, i wa sthe last one to get off, and yeah, the cab driver, totally perverted, he thought i was sleeping and adjusted his fucking mirror downwards. sick fuckers u know. well, since everything got so bad, it can only get better now. :)
well, at least i learnt smtg from this. yup.
